I don't know what to write, and I don't know what to do, when the world seemingly comes crashing down around you. As I have maneuvered my way through this hellacious month, it seems that others close to me worlds are falling apart. I'm a fixer, and for once feel absolutely helpless and powerless to try to fix anything. Things I would have never imagined in a million years are happening right in front of me, and all I can do is watch and wait. It's a sickening feeling really, to watch lives fall apart and know that it's not my place to help rebuild or put back together. I can give love and can give support, but I don't want to watch it. Such is life I guess.

Just wanted to post it, because I needed to get some feelings out.